chock full o' sadness

During the spring of this past year, (2002), I was on a mission to place the "songs to kill yourself to" volumes on CD. Between trying to keep the original music selection and also deleting a few titles because of "space", (90 min. cassettes burned onto an 80 min. capacity cd), a few selections were removed. As for the artwork, it was all kept the same and tailored to size and fit for the cd format.

The ease of having these volumes available on cd made it easier to push onto people to listen, also making it a "giveaway" prize on this site during the spring, and a few copies here and there that had been made for friends that were interested enough to have a copy for themselves.

This section update now features covers for all cds in their actual layout plus the text description I had placed in the original section of this site. Enjoy.




new cd - original cassette

track listing

 songs to kill yourself to...   -  vol. I   (party mix)

I remember putting together two of these volumes together back in the early '90's. So most of the music is either from that time period or from the '80's. And of course, completely appropriate. Music by the Pixies, the Cure, Bauhaus, Love & Rockets, Peter Murphy, Joy Division and a whole bunch of others. Good music to pop into your tape deck in your car and just drive.
   Now I have a confession to make. The covers were not done on any of these until about 2-3 years ago. I just never planned on it, but with the magic of computers and a color printer, shazam !...covers. The first cover here, came from a pastel drawing from '92. Done purely as a study, but later used for an assignment titled, "Obsession". The original drawing looked more like a telephone pole and the cross image was a bit more subliminal. Surprise, surprise, the insert contained a self-portrait which was also at one point a pastel drawing.
         
 songs to kill yourself to...   -  vol. II   (just another party mix)

This cover for vol. II was also taken from a pastel drawing done for an assignment on a story about a patient in a mental hospital. It's really incredible how in the right context, you can recycle your artwork. In any case, vol. II was also "chock full 'o sadness", with pretty much the same tone of music. However, can you actually believe I threw a Billy Joel tune on this ?!! uggghh!! I think the song actually reminded me of someone, in which case, I had no choice but to include it on here. You can also see in the insert that I was also clueless for an association of a background to what the cover was as far as mental hospitals. Luckily, I found this photograph of some pills.

new cd - original cassette

track listing
       

new cd - original cassette

track listing
 songs to kill yourself to...   -  vol. III   (yet another party mix)

Volume III came about when a friend had made a tape for me of some music that they listened to. Well, in return I made a tape of some of the stuff I was listening to at the time. It was '98 and some of the tunes that made it aside from the usual Bauhaus, the Cure and Joy Division were Concrete Blonde, Heather Nova, Tom Waits, Squirrel Nut Zippers, R.E.M., Portishead, Mazzy Star, Radiohead and a few others. Since I was also giving it as a present, I was forced to make a cover and so vol. III even though the last of these party mixes, actually became the first cover completed of all three. It also had a perfect insert with some razor blades and a pair of rosary beads. As far as the cover, it came from a ink/marker drawing from my story, "nothing there".
         
  I have to say, after listening to these more and more on cds, they truly are a great collection with the variety of music on here.

Of course, just like the clocks, I could "perhaps" make these available for sale for those interested enough that they'd want a copy of it for themselves. I would however be selling you the artwork really, (the music could just be a nice bonus). hmmmm... something to think about...
 
         


     
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